Well it seems the Abertsons Service Deli decided they'd fire me. So, yeah that twice I've been fired now. And what's worse I have no flippen idea why. I did everything they told me to and still I guess I didn't meet their expectations. I mean what more do they want? I did everything as fast as I could, I talked to the customers and smiled at them, I constantly kept myself busy. Gahh!!!! And the timing couldn't be worse. Kumori con is just around the corner and there's no way in heck I'm missing it. That and I WAS hoping to go to Mexico with my fiance in October to celebrate his grandmother's 80th birthday. So much for that plan. It’s all so frustrating. I honestly wasn’t expecting it at all. And I wasn’t the only one canned, my pal Tiffy was as well. Figures, we start at the same time we get fired at the same time.
Now I’m in a bind. I have a month until the Con and I’ve already payed for it all so there’s no going back now. Still I’m not going to have any money to spend while there now (not that I was going to spend much anyway but still I’m gonna need to eat sometime). Also I know for a fact that some of the girls in the Deli are leaving. So do I lay low, and reapply when one leaves and get rehired on? Or do I try and find some other employer who will take a girl that’s been fired twice from the only two jobs she’s ever worked T_T ?
Well ones things for sure, I’m certainly free to clean up the house and to finish my comic pages. Least for now. Not sure when I’ll start visiting the unemployment office again… Gahhh I feel like hitting my head on something. This makes me feel like an utter failure. I mean here I go through about three years of college and I can’t even keep a simple low paying job. And what’s worse, I look around and see or hear of people that do next to nothing keeping their jobs. What’s up with that? It’s so unfair!

Anyhow, I guess that’s enough of my rant. I’m sure I’ll figure out something…