Well, after several months of fighting Mr. Nike the hedgehog finally seems to have reached his limit. Two days ago he stopped eating and drinking and tomorrow I'm looking at putting him down. Since the last time I wrote the tumor has moved down to his throat as well as the other side of his face and well there's little more that can be done about it. Though I suppose I could wait a bit longer to see what happens I really don't think it's fair to him. The growth looks horrid and it's obviously causing him pain. He doesn't even run in his wheel anymore

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Man I feel like crap right now. I should have spoiled him more when I had the chance. Could've played with the little guy more. Now he just sorta putters around then looks for a place to lie down. Truth is I honestly didn't expect him to leave so soon. I thought he'd at least be with me another two years. If it weren't for this cursed cancer I'm sure he would be. He's a trooper and it just doesn't seem right that he should leave. Feels like he got cheated out of life. Worse of all I can't even promise that his last hours will be real happy. He hates the vet and freaks when I take him there. Even if I do let him out of his cage for several hours all he'll do is look for a place to hide and sleep and I can't give him his favorite treats because they hurt too much when he eats them .
Honestly I don't know why I'm even writing this here. Still I know a few of my buds here would probably like to know. As it is I just told my fiancé. He helped cheer me up a bit but I know I'm likely gonna bawl my head off tomorrow anyway. Hell I'm sniffing right now.
So yeah, I guess that's all I really have to say right now. Sorry to leave you all on this depressing note. I'll see about posting some happy cute stuff up real soon.
Devious Comments
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem.
-Kodi
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4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
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And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved
1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend
Dear Friend,
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
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Jet X Wave = well... maybe not hate anymore.
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And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved
1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend
Dear Friend,
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
- Kodisshadow
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You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
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Sorry if its posted again to your page but this IM personally sending to you AGAIN
- Kodisshadow
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A ton of people watch you! <3 Your awesome!
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~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
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I'm tired of fighting
DAY OFF
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