So much to do so little time. You know I don't think I'm gonna be responding much anymore... Well actually I haven't for a while but I don't think I even want to make the effort. It just depresses me, and is a constant reminder of all the tings I SHOULD have done. Yeah I don't update much, so sue me. I honestly don't enjoy much of the stuff I've been working on and quite frankly that doesn't place me in a good position to finish it. I mean really, what's the point if it isn't fun? Yeah maybe that sounds selfish but really is it that much better just to post stuff on the sheer hope that someone will like it? I admit I used to like the attention (who wouldn't?) and posted my stories and art with the hope that it'd inspire the fandom and I could make a name for myself and help others with their projects. And it worked out pretty well, heck there are still folks that remember me as the artist for NFR and that was several years ago. But it became hard to update and I eventually left that gig. Now I wonder if it was so much the time constrant issue vs. lack of interest and stress. Why, well because the same thing is happening again only in a different form. I feel like I'm compelled to finish something not because of deadline anymore but because everyone says I gotta. I could print out several pages with quotes like "when are you gonna finish this?", "when's the next page coming?", "are you gonna continue this?" "make another page!" Well to quote the great Sonny Malone, "Well I'd say it's done, when it's done. But that's only a approxamation."

So blah!